Since October last year, I have this doubts in myself and where I want to be. I feel insecure, sad and incompetent because I work in a company where I’m not practicing my course. I’ve prayed and prayed and asked God why He is so quiet, but then, I still trusted Him.
As I am writing this, I heard this passage on KLOVE.com via streaming, “Delight yourself in the Lord, He will give you the desires of your heart.” This is very true to my life — to my CAREER life as I can see.
I know that at some point in my life, I’e disappointed my Tatay but as I hold on to his promises, He never let go of me. NO MATTER WHAT.
Through Jobstreet, I found GENYO. Through the trainings, I found new friends. Through FAITH, I found my career. I don’t know why, but I feel excited on working for DIWA. I feel excited to go to different places to conduct teacher trainings; much more to promote GENYO and advance education in the Philippines through technology. I feel like I’m stepping a stone ahead of me — toward light. God knows my desires, and He never fails to give not what I want, but what is best for me.
Now, I don’t regret why I worked in a call center before, I felt rejected, I became broke, I felt heartbroken because God has plans. Though those instances are not what I want, God allowed that to happen because he’s molding me into a kind of person who’ll be capable of HIS work. He’s preparing me into my greater destiny. And for that, I THANK GOD and give glory to HIM.